1. feminists. k i'll start with this. Women can do whatever the hell they like, i seriously don't care. BUT, they can be very annoying sometimes and it makes me laugh so much when they say that they hate it when women try and make themselves all pretty but aren't they doing the same on some level? uhg. iunno i don't get it we won't go into it anymore, they just annoy me sometimes.
2. being a procrastinator. If someone asked me what my worst quality was i'd tell them "iunno i'll figure it out later" yeah that was a joke guys. i'm a procrastinator to no ends. it's pretty bad to be honest. sometimes i'll even procrastinate procrastinating.... i don't know how that works but we'll figure it out some other time. haha i just typed what i thought didn't mean for the pun. right now i'm suppose to be doing my homework and yet what am i doing? writing on my blog that only a handful of people read, some of which....we won't get into. but beside the point procrastinating. it's a horrible thing
3. philosophy. It's so open to debate that you can pretty much create any sort of world you wish with any rules at all and be able to present it as a model of our world. it makes me laugh i guess because a perfect model is a model that can not be disputed but that doesn't mean it's right. alas philosophy greatly amuses me and i enjoy reading and writing about it in my spare time. yuh, not just for school bitches.
4. people who think they're always right. this kinda ties into the philosophy and feminist thing but i thought i'd make it a separate entity as to be able to talk about it in general and not repeat myself. These people make me want too kill babies. My mother is very much like this. I can't argue anything with her because as she thinks she's always right she'll change things that happened and change what they mean to fit her needs. it is very annoying. in my moms world the sky isn't blue and it was never blue. the sky is w.e color she wants it to be and that's just the way it is.
5. animes that go main stream. i do a lot of research in up and coming animes i'd like to think of my self as well informed and i read a lot of different things and even WATCH animes before i decide if i like them or not and wish to follow them. For the last little bit there hasn't been an anime out that i don't know something about and don't have an opinion about. SO when i start to see an anime get OVERLY popular like bleach or naruto i start to get scared. It means that now the creators have a market meaning they can decrease quality for quantity. it just kinda sickens me...like one piece for example is awesome. everyone knows about it and those that like it love it and know everything about it BUT you don't go to ota fest and see a million people dressed up like luffy, like you would for naruto or bleach or deathnote. it's those fake anime fans that really get to me. it's like watching certain animes declares your social status or something and that in order to be popular you have to know about the popular animes. but seriously guys bleach sucks right now, shippuden isn't bad but i don't like it as much anymore and code geass r2 pretty much sucked k?
6. fucking homework. nuff said.
7. i was gonna devote a blog post to this all on it's own but i think i'll just write it all here. i steal peoples word and phrases. APPARENTLY even the ones i thought i came up with were actually taken from someone else. the only one i know for sure is mine is typo trolls.... and maybe mrrrr not pronounced mister. even my fav iunno was stolen it's sad....
8. fucking stupid songs that get stuck in your head. example party in the usa by god dman fucking miley cyrus. fuck i hate it.
9. running out of things to rant about but still wanting to rant....
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Sunday, February 21, 2010
pretty meaningful.
curtain call, it's the final show. This is goodbye. You'll see me again but i'll be playing a different role.
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
just curious or overly paranoid?
So I've been doing a lot of self reflecting recently and trying to understand myself, figure out why exactly i do the things i do and understand how my thoughts and feelings get turned into action.
So i started thinking about my curiosity I'd have to say I'm curious like a kitten. I like to know things, i want facts and details and explanations, a lot of times it's about things i don't even need to know or perhaps something i shouldn't know. We'll look at interior reasons for my curiosity and disregard any exterior reasons.
This brings me to my point, is my curiosity purely curiosity is or it based off of paranoia. As i was thinking about things i started to realize that i can be overly paranoid about things at time, which is normal. BUT i think it's actually more than that, i may actually be so paranoid that i use "curiosity" as a cover for it.
I end up thinking "if they can't tell me that it must be bad, if it's bad it must be about me. therefore this is something i need to know" which to me rationalizes the process of getting something out of said person. It's interesting, i may not actually be curious, just paranoid about not knowing everything.
In ethics class we discussed that authentic happiness leads to a good quality of life. Authentic happiness is made up of knowing all the relevant facts and being autonomous. For example in the situation of Betty the housewife, she lives her whole life happy knowing her husband loves her, bu before she dies he tells her that he cheated on her multiple times. All though the women may say she had a happy life it wasn't a good life, because she hat at the time based that happiness on the what she thought was a fact that her husband was only devoted to her, when he wasn't.
however there is a point where you just can't care about things and certain knowledge doesn't lead towards a better quality of life because you can't know everything. It's a very interesting dilemma, one which i seem to take care of by trying to know and understand everything, which in turn only causes me more pain generally than good. So i guess i'm paranoid about not knowing something important that i base my quality of life off of...
Wow. Some food for thought.
So i started thinking about my curiosity I'd have to say I'm curious like a kitten. I like to know things, i want facts and details and explanations, a lot of times it's about things i don't even need to know or perhaps something i shouldn't know. We'll look at interior reasons for my curiosity and disregard any exterior reasons.
This brings me to my point, is my curiosity purely curiosity is or it based off of paranoia. As i was thinking about things i started to realize that i can be overly paranoid about things at time, which is normal. BUT i think it's actually more than that, i may actually be so paranoid that i use "curiosity" as a cover for it.
I end up thinking "if they can't tell me that it must be bad, if it's bad it must be about me. therefore this is something i need to know" which to me rationalizes the process of getting something out of said person. It's interesting, i may not actually be curious, just paranoid about not knowing everything.
In ethics class we discussed that authentic happiness leads to a good quality of life. Authentic happiness is made up of knowing all the relevant facts and being autonomous. For example in the situation of Betty the housewife, she lives her whole life happy knowing her husband loves her, bu before she dies he tells her that he cheated on her multiple times. All though the women may say she had a happy life it wasn't a good life, because she hat at the time based that happiness on the what she thought was a fact that her husband was only devoted to her, when he wasn't.
however there is a point where you just can't care about things and certain knowledge doesn't lead towards a better quality of life because you can't know everything. It's a very interesting dilemma, one which i seem to take care of by trying to know and understand everything, which in turn only causes me more pain generally than good. So i guess i'm paranoid about not knowing something important that i base my quality of life off of...
Wow. Some food for thought.
Saturday, February 13, 2010
new computers ftw
so i FINALLY upgraded suzy (that's what i named my computer btw)
i went from xp to windows 7 and omg was it a jump, so to say. i had barely even played around with vista let alone touched windows 7, this whole bar where i can pin programs is fucking sweet, just the whole thing is awesome, i love that they call the boarders of a window "glass" haha it made me laugh. it's just all around epic though seriously, it does things FOR me. i'm use to jumping through hops to get xp to do things and 7 just does it for me, all i have to do is apply my "administrative privileges" haha makes me feel like a boss. LOL
anyways she runs like a beauty now and i love it, all i'm missing now is microsoft word!
i went from xp to windows 7 and omg was it a jump, so to say. i had barely even played around with vista let alone touched windows 7, this whole bar where i can pin programs is fucking sweet, just the whole thing is awesome, i love that they call the boarders of a window "glass" haha it made me laugh. it's just all around epic though seriously, it does things FOR me. i'm use to jumping through hops to get xp to do things and 7 just does it for me, all i have to do is apply my "administrative privileges" haha makes me feel like a boss. LOL
anyways she runs like a beauty now and i love it, all i'm missing now is microsoft word!
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
traveling through time after killing people
k so i had the craziest dream last night. This guy drenched in blood came out of fucking no where and said "listen w.e you do don't lose your temper" i replied with "i hope you're covered in pizza sauce...." "i can't stay here for much longer i have to hide this" as he points to a bloody knife in his hand. then he's gone. now i didn't realize what was going on until this morning on the bus. it hit me! that was my future self warning me not to kill someone! Oddly enough the first thought that crossed my mind "if he could time travel why didn't he go ride some fucking dinosaurs?!"
i know... weird stuff right?
i know... weird stuff right?
Sunday, February 7, 2010
you know you've drank too much when....
...you dance like a complete retard to music you've never heard before
...you forget how much you've drank
...you insist on having your "point of interest" heard
...you mock the designated driver, while she's driving
...at the end of the night you realize the only new number you got was from a guy in your group. but it's all good cause you made a new friend :)
...talking to your friend on the phone she says "got to bed" you say "no" then fall asleep on talking to her 5 minutes later
...you mix peoples name up consistently
...you line up for no reason.
...you can't figure out where this line up going, then your sober friend tells you it isn't a line up.
...you giggle at every joke, even though no one is talking
...you know for sure you drank more than everyone else...combined
...the next morning you find a gash on your leg and bruise on your arm, wtf happened?
...when you text people you shouldn't be and regret it like no tomorrow.
...you think he-man is the epitome of manliness
...you buy another drink even though you said you were done...after saying the one before that one was your last one too.
...you think santa clause is metal
my night in a nutshell.
...you forget how much you've drank
...you insist on having your "point of interest" heard
...you mock the designated driver, while she's driving
...at the end of the night you realize the only new number you got was from a guy in your group. but it's all good cause you made a new friend :)
...talking to your friend on the phone she says "got to bed" you say "no" then fall asleep on talking to her 5 minutes later
...you mix peoples name up consistently
...you line up for no reason.
...you can't figure out where this line up going, then your sober friend tells you it isn't a line up.
...you giggle at every joke, even though no one is talking
...you know for sure you drank more than everyone else...combined
...the next morning you find a gash on your leg and bruise on your arm, wtf happened?
...when you text people you shouldn't be and regret it like no tomorrow.
...you think he-man is the epitome of manliness
...you buy another drink even though you said you were done...after saying the one before that one was your last one too.
...you think santa clause is metal
my night in a nutshell.
Thursday, February 4, 2010
anime review time! first thoughs on durarara and baka to test shoukanjuu
hookay lotta stuff to talk about today let's get started
durarara
i've seen the first 4 episodes of it and i've got to say it's REALLY good. amazing good. It is VERY stylish, good music, lots of depth (so far) and entertains me. all the characters seem to be intertwined and there's some sort of gang war going on. Not to mention the headless rider! SSPOOOKKKYYYY! episode 4 explains the whole deal with the headless rider and to i had a lot of mixed feelings about it. i had hoped they wouldn't take a whole mythical creature path with it and maybe do some sort of science or be all like "dun dun dun! headless rider does not exist!" so we'll have to see how the series goes from now on. All the characters are pretty neat to be honest. even the wimpy new kid is still kind of a bad ass.
baka to test shoukanjuu
k guys this is totally just a sit back chill out and laugh at stupid/cuteness kind of anime. the plot is simple as hell and the episodes thus far are very relationship development and character interactions. It's NOT a fighter. BUT it does have some neat things about. The battles in episode one was fucking intense. hopefully we get some more of that soon cause it really made the anime epic. There's a lot of funny parts and all the characters are pretty flat and it's VERY easy to tell what they'll do next. there's the cute ditzy pink haired girl who turns out to have really high grades and have a super star summon. Then there's the bad ass leader type, the tough girl who's really a softy, a pervert and the main character who's a total retard and doesn't understand girls. oh and all the girls are in love with him. typical no?
it's funny though and amuses me.
durarara
i've seen the first 4 episodes of it and i've got to say it's REALLY good. amazing good. It is VERY stylish, good music, lots of depth (so far) and entertains me. all the characters seem to be intertwined and there's some sort of gang war going on. Not to mention the headless rider! SSPOOOKKKYYYY! episode 4 explains the whole deal with the headless rider and to i had a lot of mixed feelings about it. i had hoped they wouldn't take a whole mythical creature path with it and maybe do some sort of science or be all like "dun dun dun! headless rider does not exist!" so we'll have to see how the series goes from now on. All the characters are pretty neat to be honest. even the wimpy new kid is still kind of a bad ass.
baka to test shoukanjuu
k guys this is totally just a sit back chill out and laugh at stupid/cuteness kind of anime. the plot is simple as hell and the episodes thus far are very relationship development and character interactions. It's NOT a fighter. BUT it does have some neat things about. The battles in episode one was fucking intense. hopefully we get some more of that soon cause it really made the anime epic. There's a lot of funny parts and all the characters are pretty flat and it's VERY easy to tell what they'll do next. there's the cute ditzy pink haired girl who turns out to have really high grades and have a super star summon. Then there's the bad ass leader type, the tough girl who's really a softy, a pervert and the main character who's a total retard and doesn't understand girls. oh and all the girls are in love with him. typical no?
it's funny though and amuses me.
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