pokemon and computer science and regrets

I don't really regret a lot of things in my life. It's a funny thing that i thought about the other day. I always do what i feel is right at the time so really and truly even if i find out later that i miss informed i don't regret my actions. i hate having to take things back. i'd rather charge ahead and make progress rather then turn around and ponder the ones behind me. sure every so often you need to look back on your life and ponder the things you did and learn from them. but there's no reason to try and change the past. live for today and dream for tomorrow. you can quote me if you want.

The last few weeks have been full of sleepless nights and busy days. i've been tirelessly working away at finishing the coding of my game and finally after everything a week late i got assignment 2 done. see cause in order to finish assignment 3 i have to have a working assignment 2. so that's what happened. but that's all fine and dandy i guess all in all it's going well and our teacher really likes our game since we put him in it.

i fucking caught a ho-oh with one quick ball on only my second time of trying. fucking awesome. pokewalkers are also the bomb just wanted to let you all know.

getting lost and best friends and broken hearts

alix: "i'm borrrrrrrrred"
me:"i'm playing pokemon...."
alix: lameo
me: "don't you have a bf to hang out with right now?"
alix: "no he's being lame..."
me: "oh. well. i guess we could hang out. Mett me at the park in 20 minutes i wanna beat this trainer"

meet up 20 minutes later

me:"so i almost brought my gameboy...."
alix:"i almost brought my gameboy cause i thought you'd almost bring yours"
me:"let's get lost. you have a gps right?"

1 hour later of awesome fun and doing stupid things while going 150 km/h

me:"FOLLOW THAT GUY!"
alix:"OK!"

we then accidentally found our way home after exiting city limits and preceded to go to the park to go swing.

fucking best night ever.

my heart is gold and my soul is silver and my geodude is shiny

so i started playin heart gold and soul silver, on my first trip into the dark cave i fond a shiny geodude it had to be the best thing ever, fuckin caught and apparently it has pretty good stats. kinda tempted to train it but i trained one in my play through of fire red so iunno what to do....

currently my team is made of the following bayleef, flaffy and spearow i want to star training either a poliwag or a slowpoke soon to add to my team.

i'm planning on using donphan and scyther/scizor as my last 2 pokemon, should be ballin'.

on a different note. i've been programming like a bus lately. it hasn't been fun at all mind you it is my fault for leaving it till the last minute, it's really cutting into my pokemon time. my game works pretty well if i do say so myself, it's doin some weird things at the moment but i hope to have it working perfectly soon... UHG then i have to do a writeup about and i have to write the draft for my stupid essay tonight as well!!!

things i just don't get/realized

So as i'm walking off the bus at school i look around and notice that there are a lot of people in "business wear." thing is that i look at the girls and what their wearing is considered to be business wear but there was one girl wearing super short short and another girl in booty shorts both wearing super high heels that they can hardly walk in. i think wtf. ok so there's a job fair today and they are obviously going there to try and get a job. but to me it seems that presenting yourself as a whore by night who can't walk fast enough to make sure that report is on mr jones desk by 3pm sharp is just plain stupid. it'll be funny though considering most of the employer booths have women behind them. Good luck trying to get them to fall in love with you therefore higher you. which is another thing, why the hell would you want a potential boss seeing you dressed all sluty but still business like? Are you trying to get fucked for a promotion? do anything it takes to make it to the top and get the best position? just doesn't make any sense to me. sigh.

Another thing i realized that's on a totally different note. Friend. Galileo or plato (can't remember who) said that a true friend is a second self. It's kinda interesting how true that is. I've been through a lot of friends, i'll be the first to admit to it, and there are a lot of people that come and go in my life. BUT i have 1 friends that has actually always unbiasedly been there, even when we fight we still end up being friends a few weeks later. generally it's cause i cave and say "yeah so i was a retard bffs?" but again i've been put into a situation where yeah i kinda do want to do that, but if a true friend is a second self, shouldn't they want to as well? shouldn't that person have the dignity and morals to come and talk to me? It's funny cause they're probably reading this right now and thinking "what an asshole" or "maybe i should" or they don't even realize it's about them. Really and truly though, if i wanted to remain friends and continue to work things out i would, but this want to not, it proves a point really. a friend will bail you out of a jail, a true friend will be sitting beside you behind bars "man we really fucked up" funny thing is i now know the difference and i understand it enough to tell who is who. when shit really goes down you can always tell who's who, always.

so to my friend thinking that this is about you, it probably isn't but why haven't you called in the last month?